Updates

I'm going to attempt to use this one link as a direct line of communication to disperse information. If you'll click on it throughout the day, you'll find any new and pertinent information added to the list as the day goes on. I'll add to the top of the list so that the most recent... Continue Reading →

September 25

September 24, 2005, I was sitting wide awake in the wee hours of the morning on the floor of my grandparents' home in West Monroe, Louisiana, watching the weather channel. I knew we were in trouble when one of the main forecasters for the Weather Channel appeared on my tv screen standing 1/2 a mile... Continue Reading →

Mayim Chaim

Jesse wakes up alert in the middle of the night. Most of the time, I wake up with him, though he doesn't realize it. In the stillness of the night, he brushes a wisp of hair from my face, runs his fingers along my cheek, and whispers over me, "Mayim Chaim, Beloved. Mayim Chaim."  It... Continue Reading →

A Word from Brian Haynes

Our friend and lead pastor at our previous church home came to visit Jesse yesterday. He wrote this afterward. It's thought-provoking and encompasses so much of the miraculous grace of Jesus that we are experiencing here. Do read it. I think you will find, as I did, hope. "We sat down today face-to-face in a... Continue Reading →

A Beautiful Sight

"Hello, my friend!", I hear him say warmly to a passerby I don't recognize. If you've ever met him, it's likely you've been greeted with these words and his familiar, red-bearded grin. Jesse hasn't changed much. If anything, he's more him than he's ever been. He's a real, undistracted version of himself who moves fluidly... Continue Reading →

Joy Comes in the Mourning

Jesse takes photos of the sunrise nearly every morning now. He wakes up each day, gets dressed, and goes to a quiet space to pray and watch the light break over the horizon. It shows itself in brilliant strands of orange and red and pink and yellow. It illuminates the darkened sky, overwhelming the blackness... Continue Reading →

The Grieving Days

"I'm still here. I'm still here, Ash.", he whispered over me, broken and weeping wrapped up in his arms, overwhelmed at the thought of what's to come. Jesse and I have known each other since we were children. I moved to his hometown at 9 years old. We started dating in high school. We've been integrated... Continue Reading →

Love Story

Like so many other aspects of life, we're finding this part to be as unpredictable as the rest. Surgery has been pushed back 10 days. 10 more days of waiting. September 25th. Blech. I want to throw up. This is hard, you guys. Because he's stable, but he's critical. He's free to wander around and live... Continue Reading →

Carousel Ride

We spent a few hours at the zoo yesterday, walking around in the sunshine, looking at animals, watching the kids run around all over the place. It was a beautiful day, but it was a hard one too. At some point, I had the startling realization that I was "that" person. . .the one you... Continue Reading →

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